I hear you. Still, we must keep reporting it as (at our ages) witnesses, teachers and trainers of those behind us — to finally put a stop to this. White people (on the whole, as a putative “majority” but global minority) have told us and they have shown us, for coming up on five centuries, that they will not change, that they think, believe, know in the bottom of their souls, that they are "better than" everybody else. That's what their religion tells them. That's what their schools tell them. That's what they tell each other.

"Non-white" people, but especially black people, by "white" folks' lights, simply do not have the "right" to exist alongside them.

But, again, we, now as elders, having done what we could, having done what was possible in our time...we must teach and train our youth and that generation behind us that still believes "assimilation" and accomodation, and integration will work....We must teach them that white people have no history of assimilating, accommodating or “integrating” with anybody other than more so-called "white" people.